childhood memories of the slenderman

Opps I meant physical work lol

LEt me tELL yoU hoW I became what I NoW am. Sorry FOr the weird writing, I HaVE a hard timE TyPIng normally sometimeS.
WHEn I was a Kid, I rEmember living next to tHE woods. I woulD always play in them anD He stARted appEaring To ME in my dreams, and told Me he NEEdeD me. I forgot about it unTIL I turNED 14, and that is WheN he came baCK anD I AM noW MorE than TOUCHED but less than TAKEN. If yoUR'E wondering wHAT I mean, rEAD thiS: http://slenderbloggins.wordpress.com/2011/01/17/terms-for-humans-in-the-slenderverse/
Of COURSE, TheSe are JUST some oF them, anD therE is more black pawn tyPEs than just those. Black Pawns, Or whaT we CAll "ProxiEs" aRe eitHER unwiLLingLy or Willingly working for the Slenderman. WheN I was chosEn, I diDn't resist, but I didn't go willingly either.

Okay, I can understand the classes of these proxies, but what am I?
What am I to him? A sleeper? An Agent? A touched?!
This is all new to me and I have no fucking clue what my place is for him!
I'm just a college student for god's sake!

PROXY1994, Don't WoRRy. SincE you'rE sTill New you don't HaVe to bE idenTified to any of ThOse "classEs". LikE I said, there'S more of Them thAn just TheSE classes. RighT noW you'RE a newComer. You aRe goiNG to learN EverYthing FirSt, wHile OtHEr proxies watch over yOU are worth iT. BuT you are doing fine.

I see... Is it bad that I'm a tad scared?

EvEryone Is in the BeGInning wHEN they doN'T know wHat is GoinG to haPpen tO them.