Need opinons/commentary..

So, im 15.. and ive had a small paranoia concerning Slender Man since I learned of the legend. Ive had encounters where ive seen him, out in the woods behind my house, or even sometimes in the darker lit hallways during after passing periods in school. each of these encounters have left me a bit more than slightly shaken and have practically ruined what little social life ive had. I used to not sleep for days at a time. 

in the past year however, I haven't seen him and am gladly reporting to finally have my first relationship and im currently rebuilding my social structure.... but the lingering feeling of him watching me still persists.

ive had the odd experience of thinking that this being is actually the one thing that knows whats in my head, that I can actually trust him. and the worst part is, ive started losing blocks of memory. just last night I was talking to my girlfriend and then, poof.. I wake up today without knowing whats went on the last 13 hours...

please, any insight is all im asking for. I just wanna get this off my chest..

Well from what I've read the fact your not dead is amazing, Which either means he's using you as a proxy or you are a great runner with bad amnesia

Well... you are alive and I support the last comment by saying that he's using you as a Proxy or maybe proving you. Who knows. Im just being observed and some mornings I wake up with bruises and bumps on the wrists, arms... and even woke up one morning with sore shoulder hurt and had marks on my neck!
You are very lucky to not be hurt.

I gotta agree with the two above, ive had similar encounters and possibly some worse ones. My opinion would be to just be aware of whats going on when you are conscious. And maybe document it all if you could so you know whats happened. The amnesia im not surprised about, i think almost everyone thats been watched by our tall friend has had at least some form of memory loss. He'll be around, but dont freak out. Fear will just drive him closer to you getting hurt.

I'd saY ruNNer wiTh AmnEsia Or sLeepEr.