05:45:35 2014-08-01
I settle Ricky at last,He threaten to kill himself leaven me no choice to put him at peace I took him to the spots where use to go ask he recall very little one the places,but it still made me smile soon at the last drops off the sun show I took him to the place where it all started.it a small old looking cabin that sweet looks turn bitter to what I recall happen in that house I settle him down to bed and talk him to sleep....I left driving away taking the gun with me,knowing it's wrong to do this to him but I can let him shoot himself and if he still there he will call me.....now it's 05:55:45 2014-08-01 no answer from him.I just care to much...I'm sorry Ricky...now I'm alone....I'm so,so,sorry....